Tuesday 15 October 2013

So here I go................!!!
My date of birth is 16 Oct (yay..!! today) and I am of sixteenth  now. Today I experienced something unexpected, a strange and bizarre feeling. For a second I was out of the world because this feeling provoked the sense of maturity, responsibility in me. I concluded that I am no more what I used to be. My views, ways of thinking, ways of behaving are all changed.BECAUSE I AM NO MORE A KID
Sneaking into my past makes me feel laugh out loud.The age 11 was the most twisting age of my life because I was entering into the new phase of life known as 'puberty'. It was kind of embarrassing because my friends used to  play while I sit back and think about what is happening to me physically and mentally (LOL).I remember when I used to wet the pillows with my tears and say" am I only left to face problems"(awh! Poor me).The major problem of all teens 'ACNE'. This added more fuel to the fire and my friends were like,
                                'oh poor you! dont you wash your face?'
                                 'oh this is because you apply lot of make up'
and literally after hearing these derogatory comments I used to cry hours and hours ( again LOL). The only plus point about puberty was because I was far more mature than my friends this is why I used to think and compare pros and cons of certain situation then decide something whereas my friends were always on rush. 
The age 12 was not very special and really! I dont like to talk about it because now at this point I started having crushes,love (yuck) and stuff like this. You know what, now when I think about my so called love stuff, believe you me I merely want slap myself hard. It's kind of 'oh please shut up' thing.
Hmmm! The age 13 it was same like 12 but a bit of horrendous change was that I stopped concentrating on my studies, this led me to fiasco. My grades went down, I was no more punctual, my home works were pending and I was no more interested in the school,because of this I started breaking rules and regulations of it (haha). My Abu(dad) received many calls from school regarding to my behaviour. Everybody started getting more concerned about me thats why they imposed restrictions but you know the fact of my age, I was totally opposed to my family without knowing that they only want me to be prospering person.
Finally here comes the 14th year of my life. Now this was the phase when my family showed no more concern about me. They let me do what I was doing. After experiencing some troubles I realised that my family was right. Gradually I started changing myself, some mature side of me was also developing but It took one whole year to recover. Hehe :)
15th year of my life was the best. A hole new me. ;) This changed occurred in me merely because of my family and their never dying trust and support. Sometimes I get cranky or rude with my family but seriously I love them from the core of my heart.
As now I am on the journey to sixteenth year of my life, I pray to God that may He give me will power and patience and a flourishing career.(Ameen)